I see happy faces on cold days, couples hugging and kissing ... photos on the facebook, tweets romantic messages on msn ... is not Valentine's Day is the love that is present ... or so I've been told ... ever missed someone cared about me, that someone would see me differently than do my friends, kiss me tenderly and not only madness of the moment, I was given a detail and a flower or a smile. .. but it is not strange time, maybe I got used to solitude or singleness, I think that loneliness is experienced and can enjoy being single, I enjoy mine, not accountable to anyone, take the time to do what you want , advantages of being single ... and the more I feel like suddenly someone comes along who offers me the rosy world that once I missed ... I wonder if it's a trap of life, whether it is a temptation to fall and get hurt again or if it is a chance to enjoy something ... Why the plans I have are not consistent with life? Why always have to complicate the way? when I said green and blue tells me when I get used to tell me yellow green, then change to purple and pink I said it ... I sometimes wonder if it is just make me mad or if it is to learn ... I was always people saying "that nothing ventured, nothing gained" but when ever they risk ending up losing once, and Unfortunately the times I played were nothing subtle lose ... Fear is the word ... and if again is a game of life? and if a trap again? and if it is a joke? and if you just want to fool me again? and if he really is an opportunity? There is no way of knowing, rather than waiting to take the parachute opens at the right time ... I am so comfortable where I am that even the fear is out of those comfort ... Already
I forgot that it feel something special for someone, I forget what an idiot I can be one ... be worth this idiocy? I ask myself a thousand times ... my life has been at the ends ... heeding the heart, to pay attention to reason, trying to find a balance ... which almost never came ...
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